You win some, you lose some.

Well, if you haven't heard the adoption fell through. There is no little man in our life as of yet. These have been the hardest days yet because we have built a relationship with the birthmom and put a name and personality to the little man. The birthmom chose to parent. All we can hope is that they made the right choice for you. We know first hand how hard those bills are for her to pay and how neither of them work. If choosing to parent was the right choice for them, we can only hope it was the right choice for the little man! So here we are, brokenhearted and empty handed. Not sure when we will recover from this loss but we are working hard to remain positive. We have our highs and lows but more than anything we have eachother which is the only way to get through this. Today is the first day for us in making life changes and moving forward. Our lives will no longer be careless and every day forward will be to better ourselves for our family. We know we will have a family someday, we just do not know how or when. We will keep praying that we are blessed with the family we know we deserve. Thank you for all of your support. Sorry if we are not better at communicating right now, we are still hurting. Please know we love you all.